Hewo!
And happy belated birthday.
This was a longtime coming, I'll try and keep it brief.
I admire your artwork and character- in addition to having some Grade-A autistic skills on your hands, you're an awesome person. Never forget that.
Sorry if I come off an aloof ball of spikes. I've been hurt quite a bit and it's been my defence mechanism for nearly all of my life.
Anyhow, stay strong, believe in yourself, know that you are capable of great things. You can do the thing! ❤